This video, I’ve seen it a hundred times at least. It’s not mind blowing, or really all that unique, but I feel like its very honest. I don’t think they could do this any better for what it is. I really enjoy how it paints the portrait of not only being the person with a disorder (in this case Anorexia and Body Dismorphia), but being the person on the other end of that. God knows I’ve made my boyfriend have crazy with my own battles.
I don’t really know how to start this, I never thought that far when I was browsing other tumblrs and getting lost in them. Scrolling through a collection of images, quotes, and thoughts that seem to make up the deeper part of someone. You don’t have to share your tumblr with everyone, and I won’t be. I don’t want to attach a name and face to this. I want this to be mine, at least for now. This is going to be my small, secret, quiet place to go when I have something so divinely honest I wouldn’t know how else to share it. For all the words I cannot speak, and all the pictures, and the moments I attach too so strongly, but have no where to store them all. This won’t be like the hundred blogs I’ve started and forgotten over the years, or abandoned because they got too big, If I were to get struck by lighting tomorrow, this would be a small and earnest part of me for all those left behind. Until then, this is mine.
